Sta.sh
Angsty 
I know that I basically come around here every rainbow moon saying that I'm going to draw / have drawn a lot and am going to post more, but it's like DeviantArt has suddenly become The Big Scary Place Where No One Likes You Or Knows You That Has Awful Daily Deviations, instead of just some quiet little place where you post your art -- like it used to be.
No but really. I've been doing the 30 Day Drawing Challenge meme and I'll definitely fix some up and post them. I'm tired of all this "GOTTAMAKEITPERFECT" bull crap that goes through my mind everytime I sketch. Drawing -- even though it's more than a hobby to me -- shouldn't be taken SO seriously. I just wanna have fun, man. People can really ruin your passion sometimes.
Apparently my mom has a half-brother that she's never met until just recently o3o he lives in Tennessee. I have no idea why I keep forgetting about this, but I feel kind of bad for overlooking that I actually have another uncle. But since she's happy about it, I'm happy about it too -- she keeps talking about meeting him and in my mind I'm all 'Oh hey, anyone want to meet up with me? 8D'. Am I bad daughter or what? LOL
Speaking of traveling, I would love to celebrate graduation with the rest of the students and everything, but the school is in Georgia.
WHATEVER JUST GIVE ME MY DIPLOMA AND MY RING. UGH.
I'm not making that drive unless I have to.
If anyone made it to A2F, I would really like to know
//knows like, 4 people on here from Arkansas hurr durrThere were a lot of fantastic cosplays, but I'm really surprised there was no vendor selling 3$ posters. I look so forward to those things like every year D:!!!
As much as I love Steampunk, I'm really growing tired of Steampunk-themed anime conventions. It feels like it dampens the creativity...like everyone is feeling forced to do something in that genre instead of just doing whatever they want, even though it's not required. Yeah?
Well... I've been drinking a lot of tea so I won't feel as anxious
I hate anxiety so much man....It's turned into one of my biggest fears. Lately I've been almost too scared to turn off anything distracting because I'm afraid I'll get to thinking too much and it'll come back...it kind of hurts when people who usually talk to you are ignoring you for someone more entertaining, I guess.
Ah, well;;; bad friends don't deserve any mentioning. So all I can do is treat them the way they've been treating me. I don't even want to speak with them anymore after this, I feel so disgusted with them.
Aiyah aiyah! But anyway I wanna become more active on here....I just...gotta....figure out....how.... e3e. Seriously, when I try to think of what I used to do on here, I draw up blanks. OTL
Aaaaand I just wanted to say that
I love this person ---->
No really, I wouldn't have been able to make it through this year if I hadn't met you.
You're an amazing friend ♥
~Arekkusuu
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